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  • CG Kid posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    A lot of you notice I’m rarely if ever here. I got really hurt when Google censored all addiction blogs unless it’s written by a doctor August 2018 with what’s called the medic update. Initially I was going to wait it out, but it’s only getting worse with an app getting banned two months ago. My solution is remove the addiction blogs and make it a…[Read more]

    • that’s such a shame google is fucking you over, this site is great and only serves to help those in need šŸ™

    • We’re the modern day lepers. No one wants to be associated or support those whom are involved with the broken.

      We are a product of a failed society that’s so sick it drives it’s son’s and daughters to self medicate.

      Only to be branded criminals, rejects, and undesirables.

      We’re the lost forgotten children of human history.

      I say if they don’t…[Read more]

      • CG Kid replied 1 week ago

        Relate… It is annoying but I don’t give up. We don’t have a lot of members but this experience is so much cleaner than typical social media I love it. šŸ™‚ I’m finally accepting I can move beyond the Google thing and be here more often, especially after I remodel a bit.

  • mishell posted an update 3 months ago

    Ive been busy in my oen life last lil while, i always encourage anyone to msg me privatly if need someone to reach out to..
    I may not respond right away, but i do always respond.
    If your serious about needing to get off meth, thats where i can offer the most advice . . its possible to stop if your strong enough to be open to stopping. I take…[Read more]

  • DPS posted an update 3 months, 1 week ago

    Ok so, I’m reaching out to someone, or multiple people… Since the 2 people I was originally talking to have disappeared on me. Is there anyone here that would be willing to become a texting or calling buddy? I’ve found that actually speaking with someone keeps my mind occupied, and off of suicide and methm maybe we could even get a couple of…[Read more]

  • DPS posted an update 3 months, 1 week ago

    Back from a binge. Hello all ✌️

    • Speed?

      • Yeah…

        • Ah shit. I did the same thing last week. I feel your pain dude. Eat lots of food, drink lots of water… I got wasted drunk last Wednesday and ended up eating like 2 Benzedrex inhalers and was tweaking for a few days. Then I decided I really needed to stop, because it is just wrecking my life

          • Benzedrex inhalers? Glad to hear that you decided to stop….

            • Lol. Yeah….. I started abusing them a couple months ago; really started after I found a bag of meth in my local grocery store parking lot. Then I was back on the speed train. Took benzedrex for the first time a few months ago and it triggered the speed demons in my brain or whatever. So, I’ve been abusing it the past couple months because I’ve…[Read more]

  • DPS posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    If anyone needs someone to talk to, hit me up. I’ll be up and here. For real, anything at all….

  • DPS posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    “And it’s been awhile
    Since I could say
    That I wasn’t addicted
    It’s been awhile
    Since I could say
    I loved myself as well
    And it’s been awhile
    Since I’ve gone and
    Fucked things up
    Just like I always do
    And it’s been awhile
    But all that shit
    Seems to disappear
    When I’m with you…”

  • DPS posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    I recognize that I have a problem with the drugs I use, and that it is an issue for most people in my life, which in turn makes it bad for me because they express those concerns to me and I get pissed at the repetitiveness of it all.
    But I can’t get past the not actually wanting to stop, because I feel like if everyone else around me would…[Read more]

  • DPS posted an update 3 months, 4 weeks ago

    Good morning everyone 🖖
    I hope everyone is doing well and I hope that good things find you….

  • mishell posted an update 4 months ago

    I can help support anyone stuck in the cycle of meth or w someone u love and they seem to be stuck.. Pls msg me. I been there. There is life after meth. . there is hope for you. So much love to these ppl. Its a living hell, but there is hope. . pls pm me directly

  • DPS posted an update 4 months ago

    Another night, sleepless.

    • Well.. Thats kinda part of it my friend.. Gotta let it go to break the cycle :'(

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  • DPS posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    Damn, here I go again. Seems I immediately regret getting high, as soon as I do it again.
    Too bad I don’t regret it before I forget it, it would help SO much more…

  • DPS posted an update in the group Group logo of Secret AddictSecret Addict 4 months, 1 week ago

    In the beginning it was like that for me, and even right now there’s only a select few that know Ive relapsed again.

    • Iā€™m so happy to know Iā€™m not the only one. So sorry to hear that you relapsed 🙁 Are you planning on getting sober again? How long did you have the secret?

      • The end goal is to eventually be sober, and stay sober… But I always end up f*****g that up 😞. Definitely would prefer sobriety over this hell. The only benefit from dope is the sexual aspect.
        But in the beginning, I kept my tweaker secret for YEARS

        • It definitely can be hell at times. Especially keeping it such a secret. Sometimes I just yearn for someone to know but I have no clue why…how many years did you keep it a secret? How were you able to keep it one? I never experienced the sexual aspects that people always talk about. It’s weird

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  • DPS posted an update 4 months, 2 weeks ago

    Day 3. Still no sleep. I keep hacking, like there’s something in my throat that I just can’t seem to get.
    When the hell will I wake up and actually believe that I don’t want to do this anymore? When will I finally do what’s best for me?

  • CG, my name is Ryan. I’m turning 25 next week I’ve watched your videos forever now, and I feel good getting a chance to say hello. What you are doing is an amazing thing for so many people.
    I am an opioid addict of 7 years now. There have been many short periods of sobriety in that time, but usually I’d just replace one addiction with another…[Read more]

    • That’s a lot to take in brother, but it’s definitely informative. I’m sure CG will see this soon. In the meantime, if you need to talk or anything bro, I’m here. I’m sure there are many others here that’d be willing to do the same ✌️

  • DPS posted an update 4 months, 2 weeks ago

    Still awake, headache is coming on. Man I hate this, but I love it at the same time. I completely understand and feel what CG said about how it has been so long since he had used meth, but to this day get can’t accept the fact that he will never use it again… In a way, that’s a big part of my argument in my head, Everytime I get sober for a…[Read more]

  • DPS posted an update 4 months, 2 weeks ago

    So I’ve been thinking: one for SURE common denominator with my meth use, is that I always have the thought of “getting my sex drive going”. Maybe that’s something I should work on… IDK. I just know that when I’m not high, my libido is pretty much zilch….

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