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  • Okaydude666 posted an update 2 days, 5 hours ago

    It’s so baffling to me that I would spend $120-140 a week on weed without even questioning it at the height of my addiction I never want it to get that bad again, if i ever decide to smoke again that is

  • Okaydude666 posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    i have decided that I’m totally done smoking at least for the time being, I’ve spent the last few days crying the most I’ve ever done in I can’t even tell you how long but its better than holding it all in to the point where I felt like I was drowning in my repressed emotions

    • Proud of you! That a big and difficult step. But your body and loved ones will thank you for it. Go you!!

  • Okaydude666 posted an update 2 weeks, 2 days ago

    does anyone have experience with energy drink/caffeine addiction? ever since i stopped smoking weed its gotten really bad

  • Okaydude666 posted an update 3 weeks, 3 days ago

    I smoked yesterday for the first time in almost a month, it was no more than four hits of the same shit that i barely felt anything off of before but this time I was way too high for almost three hours and it kinda pulled me back into a negative mindset but at the same time I’m so scared of completely letting go of weed

  • Okaydude666 posted an update 1 month ago

    this is the 5th day of not smoking weed after smoking almost two to three times daily for the past year minus a week or two. its been much easier than I thought it would be, my dreams have been fucking crazy tho. Whats the weirdest withdrawal dream you’ve ever had?

    • Mine was something to do with a dragon that’s pretty impossible to describe lol. Keep going bro! 🙂

    • Sirens, dragons…lord of the rings type shit…

  • i know this group isnt super active but if you see this, how are you doing? anything on your mind? If you need someone to talk to please don’t hesitate to send me a message! 🙂

    • I’m doing a lot better, how are you? Ya, activity is low but I’m glad there’s solid people here 🙂 better have a few of the right kind than too many toxic ones.

  • i have such a negative view towards myself and everyone else, I can’t stop these invasive thoughts that tell me everyone in my life actually hates me 🙁 I’ve always had that fear but its gotten to the point where those thoughts follow me thru out the entire day. My therapist thinks that my heavy weed usage could be a factor and I’m inclined to…[Read more]

  • i cant stay present no matter how hard i try, i can’t tell whats actually happened and whats a dream especially when it comes to work

  • hows everyone doing today??

  • i hate partial hospitalization programs, i’ve always had really unpleasant experiences with them I wish I just stayed in the hospital instead

  • i recently attempted suicide and got hospitalized and am in a really weird place right now everyones telling me how close to death i was and i just feel so indifferent towards the whole thing?

    • I can slightly relate man. You’re not alone. It’s probably a strong feeling of disconnect. Extremely low inhibition. Drugs make it worse. A lot worse. It may take some time for you to “give a fuck”. As normies would say. But honestly man you gotta get that instinctual drive to live. You need to feel like shit has value. But drugs ain’t going to…[Read more]

      • the only drug i’ve used is weed but i was smoking 3-5 times a day to cope with how shitty i was feeling, i want to try and cut it down as i think it was adding to the bad feelings i was having about myself. I actually start at a partial hospitalization on Monday and I’m staying optimistic. I definitely need to improve on my eating habits as well

  • I feel like I am so close to the next major step towards becoming the person I want to be but there’s so much anxiety and emotional pain that I just can’t seem to let go of

  • Okaydude666 posted an update in the group Group logo of MarijuanaMarijuana 7 months, 3 weeks ago

    hello, I’m 23 and weed quickly went from being a fun hobby to my only source of escape when i started smoking it more regularly at the beginning of last year and its taken me so long and thousands of dollars, a good fraction of that going towards pipes various sorts because to me, nothing beat the first hit out of a new piece. On top of that it…[Read more]

    • Im trying to stop after.. Hang on..
      . 18 yrs of daily use. I had to count.. Again. Ive stopped before cus didnt have any. I liked the clear minded days i had stuff to do but boring times were shitty and trying to sleep was the worst. I was close then found a hook up so im gonna start to taper down. Going to take alot of will power to remeber why…[Read more]

      • thats one of my biggest problems with stopping actually, my hook up is less than a ten minute walk away from my house and it’s just so automatic for me to buy weed now that I sometimes I don’t even realize it till im almost there and it’s too late to back out. I wish you luck as well! 🙂

        • Thats the point im realising. I have to find it in me to be more self aware and not so careless.. For me ..i posted above my health issues.. I am 33.. I fucked around too long. I have a chance at a good life but it means no more weed. For me ive lived shitty long enough i think im willing to accept that and strive for it like never before!

  • hey there! I hope that we can build a wonderful community together!

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