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  • nikomon posted an update 1 month ago

    It’s been awhile, but things getting better. Hope you guys are doing good.

  • nikomon posted an update 6 months, 2 weeks ago

    I’m alive and back. had huge depression issues the last couple weeks. things getting better. Hows everyone, anyone improved

  • nikomon posted an update in the group Group logo of NicotineTobacco 7 months, 3 weeks ago

    I don’t smoke anymore because cigarettes made me feel paranoid and nervous. So i never really go addicted. Has anyone experienced this also?

    • I have felt paranoid from smoking cigarettes. The reason being is because im 14 years old and im not legally aloud to go and buy them. So whenever im smoking them im paranoid that i will get caught. Thats the only way I feel paranoid from smoking.

    • Hmmmm. Maybe when I had a low tolerance and got “nicotine high” – but not now. I love my vape. I want to quit deep down but not enough to actually do it.

  • nikomon posted an update 7 months, 3 weeks ago

    Hello Everyone, just saying Hi. But anyways how was everyone’s Saturday and Sunday. Mine went very well i got to see my Sister and her Husband and hangout there with my friend, and got to meet so many new people.

    • Mine went well thanks for asking.
      I started off with a recovery meeting, than the gym, than I goty drivers license back for the 4th time in my life lol. Than work for a couple hours. Than mowed the grass for 2 hours.
      Sunday was mini golf and grocery shopping.
      it’s the small stuff that makes me grateful

  • nikomon posted an update in the group Group logo of CG Kid FansCG Kid Fans 7 months, 4 weeks ago

    Hello i Have a question for CJ Kid are you a gamer and if so what’s your preferred platform. Mine is PC. Also what are your favorite games or genre.

    • Oh man, this is a good question lol. I was a gamer in my past and I was a Xbox 360 guy. My favorite game and pretty much all I played was street fighter.

  • nikomon posted an update in the group Group logo of Never aloneNever alone 8 months, 1 week ago

    thanks cg for the response i know u dealt with something ssimilar but worst. thanks. ( sorry cant figure out how to respond to your post.)

  • nikomon posted an update in the group Group logo of Never aloneNever alone 8 months, 1 week ago

    whats the best way to deal with losing someone. someone like a gf. i lost her after i found out she was cheating on me after 3 and half years together. and recommendations
    ? thanks

    • It takes a long af time to heal in my case, but I didn’t think I’d ever heal. And I haven’t completely, a part of me will never be the same – but I accept it. Not much really helped. Old philosophical sayings helped me the most “if you love someone let them go, if they come back they’re yours” as corny as it sounds those kind of sayings I kept…[Read more]

      • Dealing with The same shit been almost 6 years now.a part of you gets completely lost . Fuck love fuck love so much in that song man

  • nikomon posted an update in the group Group logo of ALCOHOLALCOHOL 8 months, 1 week ago

    Thanks CG kid for the support

  • nikomon posted an update in the group Group logo of Never aloneNever alone 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    i’m always alone i feel like i have nothing but drugs a alcohol there to be for me. i hate my life and wish to never gotten this bad. wish i could go back in time/

  • nikomon posted an update in the group Group logo of ALCOHOLALCOHOL 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    this Alcohol ruined my life and im only 21 i always wish i could go back in time and never drank it. i was a good person then i never thought i would be like this. ive been abusing drinking to the point iv been mixing it with other drugs that are easy to get without a prescription. i hope i still have hope. i’m still young .

    • There’s always hope bro, I actually had a counselor tell me when I was a year sober (and she never does this) that she thought I’d never make it. Then again, I went into outpatient on a 7 day meth binge and didn’t realize I wasn’t wearing clothes and forgot where I was and why I was there – my first interaction with a treatment facility :p.

    • I was in your shoes a year ago. I’m 22 now and I can tell you there is always hope. I remember thinking that I could never put down the bottle, I relapsed probably about 30 times. I’m sober now, but I am far from perfect. Hang on to your life, dont ever give up. If you need someone to talk to I’ll be here for you.

      • thanks man. but it seems like the pain is so strong that drinking is the only thing that helps. ive tried to get off it but i get awful days or remember things that hurt me a lot, and it makes me wanna drink.

        • I understand, I used alchohol to ease the pain too. I have memories that bother me to this day. But the most important part of recovery is finding healthy ways to deal with these emotions. We cannot run away from our past. We have to learn to accept it. If we try to escape, we will be running forever. I’m sorry if this sounds cliche but it’s the truth.

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