KingofDead posted an update 2 weeks, 2 days ago
My mind is a bullet train going full speed, but there’s not a single conductor nor passanger aboard. No direction, no sense and a complete absence of actual thoughts. The only comprehensible filler of my mind is the overflow of emotions I cannot begin to understand. Hot turns to cold, cold turns to hot. I burn, I freeze, I dethaw, I go through final withdrawal and repeat; if only I knew of a way to make this ever growing cacophony of indescribable hell finally cease. But suddenly in the blink of an eye, I have run out of time, the train has been derailed. The one and only regret I have about the events and decisions that have lead me to this last fleeting moment within my mind would be but one simple question; “Why couldn’t I have just enjoyed the walk?”.
A poem I wrote on the comedown of 480mg of Vyvanse, I hope it gives you all a little insight into my comedown thought process