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  • ny5746 posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 1 day, 1 hour ago

    Hey again.. so yesterday I kinda went a little too hard on the amount I used and today I’m starting to notice that my tongue is tearing. I’m kinda freaking out. What if my grandma sees? She’ll kick me out and I can’t end up sleeping in parks again… I just wish I had said no man. This isn’t worth it

  • jefffraser posted an update in the group Group logo of Depression and AnxietyDepression and Anxiety 1 week, 1 day ago

    If you ask someone to name two common mental health problems, chances are they will think of anxiety and depression. Despite the fact that they are commonly referenced in conversation, people still struggle sometimes to determine the difference between these two conditions. This is because many people with anxiety also develop depression and vice…[Read more]

  • jefffraser posted an update in the group Group logo of Loved Ones of AddictsLoved Ones of Addicts 1 week, 2 days ago

    I really love my partner but it’s an exhaustive cycle to be with them. Their poison of choice is meth. But when that runs out its alcohol and any mix of my prescriptions they can get to. ( I have since locked them up) They’re bipolar and are not managed medically. They will snort wellbutrin, klonopin, gabapentin trazadone and ativan. I’m…[Read more]

  • Allycat posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 1 week, 2 days ago

    I go through periods of soberity last time was 5 months and after my last slip it has been 8 days. I’ve been going to job interviews going to the gym. I find myself wishing I could go away for 2 weeks, 1 week to use and the other to recover and no one finds out about it. I got internally angry and frustrated that I have a job interview tomorrow a…[Read more]

  • ny5746 posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 1 week, 2 days ago

    Hey. I’m 17 and I’m fairly new to the meth experience. When I first started using I used basically everyday for a month straight. I saw the effects it was having on me and luckily I was able to find support with my grandma when I moved in with her. The first month of being here I felt great. My grandma and I connected because my grandfather was…[Read more]

    • I know how cutting it can be for you. As everytime I use my parents take it very personally as if me hurting myself hurts them directly that’s just the way it is with loved ones. I would definitely say keep it a secret as no one can ever understand unless they have used themselves and they may just judge you way too much which will make you want t…[Read more]

  • Trashwolf posted an update in the group Group logo of ALCOHOLALCOHOL 2 weeks, 1 day ago

    In one week I’l be a full year sober from booze. I’m still a meth addict at large, but alcohol wa an important victory, I guess I’m trying to remind myself of that 🙂

  • jefffraser posted an update in the group Group logo of Depression and AnxietyDepression and Anxiety 3 weeks, 4 days ago

    A little about myself; I’ve lived with the signs and symptoms of severe depression and anxiety since my early teens. Left untreated, it led to suicidal ideation, social isolation and relentless bullying from both kids and adults. Not until after a near successful attempt on my life did I seek help with the assistance of a friend. It’s been an inc…[Read more]

    • Hey Jeff, not sure if you’re new here but welcome either way!

      I’m interested to hear about your experiences with prejudice, sexism and medication resistance that you mentioned. I feel its good to connect and share with those who have very similar experiences as it can be very therapeutic. We dont feel so alone in our struggle.

      Thanks and look…[Read more]

      • I was essentially a single dad for quite some time, raising my 3 youngest kids while running our family business alone. As we progressed through divorce court in minnesota, it be game quickly apparent that my estranged wife who abandoned us, was in charge. She struggled with drug and alcohol abuse and had multiple extramarital affairs prior to the…[Read more]

  • Matthias334 posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 3 weeks, 5 days ago

    Hi. New here. Not really in the mood to explain much at the moment, sorry. Coming down from what is supposed to be my last time doing meth. I came here searching for help I guess. Still not sure what I need help with. Meth helps me, a lot. Meth breaks me even more though. I really don’t want this to be the end of the run. I haven’t even been…[Read more]

    • It won’t kill you but it could force you into the biggest depression you may want to end your life. Yes it feels good to start with, it’s called dopamine to the max your feel good hormone. But it will use it all up eventually. After a month of using you’ll get a bit paranoid might even have to quit your job. After a few months you won’t want to…[Read more]

  • Jonesey0114 posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 1 month ago

    I’m on the verge of being a functional meth addict to going completely off the reservation. I was tricked into trying it for the first time. I was well versed on the effects of the substance. My parents were heavy users most of my life. So I wouldn’t have tried it if I knew. I’m a year in and the negatives of the drug are starting to manifest…[Read more]

  • Gabriel Mello posted an update in the group Group logo of ADHD MedicationADHD Medication 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    hi i was diagnosed with ADD in early august 2018 i quickly began abusing the adderall i was prescribed i ended up taking upwards of 10 pills a day and snorting another 2 i have been off it since december 28th 2018 and i was switched to concerta anything i should look out for while on concerta

    • Are you abusing your Concerta? If you’re taking it as prescribed you should be okay. I struggled with ADD med addiction for 4 years. Let me know if you have any other questions.

  • kwhybrew posted an update in the group Group logo of ALCOHOLALCOHOL 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    Had a drink with some family and friends today. I’m typically an isolated drinker (drink alone in my apartment). On my way home I had the urge to hit the liquor store and just drove by. I do not want to go down that path again. 🙁

  • @villalovos posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    Well I happy to say I’m new here. I fallow the CG kid on every social media platform. I had 9 years clean and relapsed one night 4 months ago now here iam trying to get past the craving. I know it will pass I just gotta breathe and try not think about it.

  • Hsiuwh posted an update in the group Group logo of ADHD MedicationADHD Medication 2 months ago

    Hey Cg Kid and all.. have you ever thought of a video on Methylphenidate or do you not have much experience with it? I’m walking a dangerous path right now. Was diagnosed as an adult with ADHD, always had issues with executive function growing up but it’s not well known in the UK. I got Concerta, it was good but didn’t last long enough.. we…[Read more]

    • The outcome will most likely be either a) you quit b) your addiction eventually kills you. I know how you feel, I was an active stimulant addict for 4 years (Adderall, Vyvanse, Concerta). It’s a nasty addiction. Today is the best day to quit, the crashes and suicidal thoughts only get worse. Watch CG Kid’s videos about Adderall, it’s not exact…[Read more]

    • I would diffently stop. First lowering your doses and slowly come off it, or better off take it as told so in moderation. I’m not a expert with ritlin or Concerta, since I’ve only prescribed adderall and vyvanse. So I understand the amazing feeling it can provide, which gives it such addictive properties . But seriously be carefull alot of people…[Read more]

  • hilhayss posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 2 months ago

    Hello out there. So glad I found this community. CG Kid, thank you for your courage, insight and willingness to share your experience. I am the parent of 25 year old twin boys who are both meth users. We have little contact with them because of the behaviors that you have described in your videos. What your videos did for me was bring the…[Read more]

    • I’m sorry for getting back to you so late. The best advice I can give to parents is going to Al-Anon or Nar-Anon meetings. It’s a support group for people that have a loved one in addiction, you can learn a lot from their experiences and benefit from their friendship, also help others that are struggling with you. It’s a beautiful thing and few…[Read more]

  • wipicoco posted an update in the group Group logo of ALCOHOLALCOHOL 2 months, 1 week ago

    Drank again tonight. Too much shit to worry about. Wish I could control myself better

  • wipicoco posted an update in the group Group logo of ALCOHOLALCOHOL 2 months, 1 week ago

    Hey all, it’s been a few months. I was doing really well for a while. I got straight As for the first time last semester, was sober asside from smoking maybe once a week, and even had a girlfriend. She dumped my ass a few weeks ago, and I’ve been a mess. Started drinking every day. Pot makes me parinoid now, probably because im in a bad place. My…[Read more]

    • I m here if you need me bro…

      • Same to you. I got a box of whine and i wanna slap that bag down so bad rn. But DXM withdrawals sound much worse so if you can keep away so can i

    • I’ve been gone alot from here lately since I’m struggling with this massive shitshow that exploded at my work.

      But I’m normally on this site alot everyday. So hit me up anytime and if I happened to miss your messages, I ALWAYS try to get back to the sender.

      So I’ve cut my life down to performing the basic top priority functions of daily life…[Read more]

      • Thanks man Good advice. Its just hard because I’m stressed the fuck out with school and work, and she was my escape. Now I’ve replaced it with booze. Im trying to do what you’ve said but I’m pretty overwhelmed with it right now. we just had a a week and a half off basically with that polar vortex so now were playing catch up. Idk how I can keep up…[Read more]

        • Sorry I haven’t been around. I just have limited my activity even more. I just have lost all passion for anything. Even personal conversation. I write you because I wanted to at least let you know you truly don’t suffer alone. I get the impression that you too have very little resources for emotional support as do I. And that itself takes it’s…[Read more]

  • SweetieBee posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    Hello everybody my name is Bianca im 26 years old and i have been using meth everyday for four and a half years now umm i pretty much used the drug everyway you can think of umm i have been trying to get clean for about a year now and i relapsed I would say about 5 times already the longest I’ve been clean was for 52 days . today is day one of…[Read more]

    • I feel you man I relapsed a ton before it stuck. I eventually just gave up and did everything suggested.

    • I hope you can stay clean for good this time. 52 days is an impressively long time. If you can do that you can definitely quit for good I’d think. I’m rooting for you! If you’ve tried quitting this many times then you already know the benefits and good it could do for you.

      • Yes I know well I had to create a new profile I can’t remember my log in info for the account about but man you guys ..yeah I was doing so good man bad news is I relapsed , MAN just reading my post gives me hope again I am going to attempt number 7 i know meth will not be apart of my future . Man thanks for responding you guys, honestly it r…[Read more]

  • GlitzWr posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    Hi I’m new here – I’m a fully functional ice user, job, kids, friends etc. Have been using for over 1yr now, I’ve tried lots of drugs but since trying ice I don’t see the point of taking any other one…apart from when it’s combined ice, really hooked on ice with GHB and Ice with K. I thought I was in control and could choose when to take it but I…[Read more]

    • I think the general problem with society is that we program people through social engineering and government propaganda that certain drugs are medically necessary and socially acceptable and certain others are not. But in reality that’s just not the case. The reality is that it’s simply part of the human condition to be creatures of addiction.…[Read more]

      • I’m sorry I forget to add another point pertaining to your post. Just as you say you should cease your abuse of Methamphetamine, I think it’s a necessity for ANYONE abusing ANY substance to stop. Even abuse of water consumption can kill you. And if you understand that you can’t regulate your intake to a safe level then complete abstinence is…[Read more]

    • Hey Glitz.
      I’ve been 2 months clean of ice, still fantasize about using it often, and its quite intense. It’s just that enough of me is aware of what negative effects it will have, which outweigh the impulse to use. Good Luck 🙂

  • Bobby posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    I am dying. Anyone here well experienced enough to help me go through quitting ice who could help? I am shy to open up in general forum.

  • Santiago posted an update in the group Group logo of ALCOHOLALCOHOL 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    Hello everyone !
    I took the dry Jan challenge on (been sober for 27 days now). So far so good. It bothers me that I am close to relapse, awaiting the 1st of Feb (mission complete – let’s celebrate).

    What would you advice to keep such thoughts away? What does help you to stay sober for longer ? (examples of actions you take?)
    (unfortunately I…[Read more]

    • I find that watching or binging on a series on Netflix or another streaming service helps me quite a lot; you need attention to continue watching, it takes your mind off of things, and keeeps you from going to the store to get another drink.

    • As someone who lives on a small college campus in the midwest US, I completely understand. Drinking is what you do here. All the time. You can’t escape it. You just have to stay strong and find others that enjoy doing other things. Im trying my best right now too, but even I cant stop downing the booze. Youre already ahead of me. Be proud and stick with it

    • @Santiago My brother I really do understand what you are going through. I once decided to quit alcohol for 1 year. After 365 days and 1 hour I compulsuvely drank 10 beers and blackout. I had the will power, but in the end if we do not address the underlying cause, relapse is almost certain. Everyone has to find his or her own methods to heal the…[Read more]

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