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  • aklios posted an update 2 days, 5 hours ago

    I’m getting bad again.
    I need it I need it I need it

  • aklios posted an update 5 days, 3 hours ago

    my heart’s beating so fast i need it
    these intrusive repetitive thoughts arent helping

  • aklios posted an update 5 days, 4 hours ago

    H baby where did you gooooooooo

  • aklios posted an update 3 weeks, 3 days ago

    bad tekno makes me want it more
    grrrr but nobodys gonna give anyyyyy whatever

    hate going back to it. whatever

    • Yeah I feel the same about music too. I feel certain genres I can’t really enjoy without substance use….

      • :'( the only way we can stop the urge is by stop listening to that type of music even if it comes unexpectedly. You have other artists/genres to listen to right?If not or if you needa vary out I have some recommendations

        • Oh yeah I listen to a wide variety of different genres. The list of major dislikes is actually smaller.

  • aklios posted an update 1 month ago

    Jealousy’s one ugly mofo

    no wonder I need H back again

  • aklios posted an update 1 month ago

    H’s gonna mess up my drive
    me no wanty that

    you can interpret what I mean by drive in any way you like.

  • aklios posted an update 1 month ago

    ughhhhhhhhhh tfw yu hav the availability to get Narcan/narloxene for free but someone you care abt/they care about you says to not even go near it bc they don’t want you to do H even if you do have a back-up
    Uuuuuuuuggggghhhhhhhhhhh

  • aklios posted an update 1 month ago

    ….with impulses for things i’ll, at least in this world, truthfully never do

  • aklios posted an update 1 month ago

    sux im just a kid with irrational impulses

  • aklios posted an update 1 month ago

    shoot it n fux w the staars🎆

  • aklios posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    it’s nice to know when someone cares
    until you get slightly angry at them because you’re not getting what you really want
    it’s bad for you but you still really want it (thanks, H, and the apathy and weird anger that would come with you)

    It’s for the better. Do better.

  • aklios posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    drug abuse hurts you and those around you
    gotta remember that

  • aklios posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    really trying to remember I don’t need H. Even when life feels bad and you feel bad, you don’t need it. Or even when your heart’s beating so fast.

    Distract yourself.

    • I will say by experience, that opiate recovery is almost Impossible if you have nothing to do and live constantly with crushing boredom.

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