This group is dedicated to meth and meth addiction. Your time of relization will come , and always remember that you’re not alone. #NOTEVENONCE

  • trev6789 posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 1 week, 6 days ago

    I’m new to this. But I thought this would be a good way to get advice. I’m 16 years old. And started doing meth a year back now. And my life has gone downhill since. I just need someone to talk too..

  • KeepOnMoving posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 2 weeks, 3 days ago

    My urge to use this substance is getting very strong…i just cant stop thinking. What should i do? @philip

  • Gigi123 posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 3 weeks, 3 days ago

    Hi there. New to this group and hoping for quick advice. Yesterday I found out that my best friend has been using almost every day. We spend a lot of time together and I had no idea until they told me. They are willing to sit down and talk to me today and saying they want to get help. My father is an addict and I understand that nothing I say can…[Read more]

    • If they want to stop maybe offer a place for them to detox n be away from it if thats an option..
      Let them know you support them but only in seaking a seice to meth use. Do not give money obviously and if offer a place to stay or any help that way make sure its conditional on them helping them selves. They should seek a professional to talk to…[Read more]

  • Alchy Sid posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 1 month, 1 week ago

    Meth is literally demonic possession. I’ve never been hooked on it, but I have used it on a number of occassions when I was wasted drunk. It caused me to do some really insane, and stupid things, stuff I would never do on any other drug. The first time I did it, I snorted it, while drunk. Then, I felt like a completely different person, and soon I…[Read more]

  • goodwellmusic posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    Been an addict off and on for 7 years. Hit rock bottom a year and a half ago after becoming homeless and watching 2 of my good friends commit suicide because of meth. I’m 28 years old now. I’m doing much better. Im getting married and very happy but every couple weeks I still end up relapsing. I don’t want to anymore and looking/willing to do…[Read more]

    • I was an atheist until i met satin in meth. Changing my beliefs changed my world. I still get fuct up now n then but never on something like meth ever again. It went on the DO NOT DO list w crack n heroin.. Have ur fun. But dont jepordize ur life. It always gets worse 🙁

    • I’m glad you’re here man! And definitely relate. I’d love to hear ur music sometime!

  • AuntieApee posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    A little background: I drank alcohol as a teenager in high school, quit for 9 years and started up again after a stressful chapter in my life. I was a straight up stickler for not breaking the law…and hey, alcohol is legal. Fast forward to getting married and divorced. A painful, rip the heart out of chest, divorce. My mom had this neighbor…[Read more]

    • We’re here for you man. There’s a better way of living you’re seeking. A lot of us have been there and a lot have gotten out.

  • KeepOnMoving posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 2 months ago

    There was a girl I used to smoke with(a few times) she was 18 and I was 17 then , one day she begged me to buy for her a gram and I did not help her , the next moment she was in the hospital (her body became weak and she fainted in public ). Does Tina affect girls differently? or worse?

    • I found i ate and slept alot less then my man when we did it. Maybe she went long w out eating n sleeping that caused her to faint.. Glad u didnt get it for her..

  • lexy.4717 posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    Wow I haven’t been on in a while but I’m proud to say I’ve been sober for a month and a few weeks I stopped keeping track cause I’ve completely cut my ties I’ve completely stopped messing with meth I’m completely sober!!! I don’t feel the need to use I don’t want it Ive moved towns got away from the situation I was in that was causing me to s…[Read more]

  • DPS posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    New here, and struggling like crazy. Just thought I’d come and do something else that may help me finally not want to do this anymore.
    Hi all ✌️

  • worried posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    I need some help or or at least hope for my 43 yr old son. I am guilty of enabling him…..I don’t give him cash but he lives in a house I own that he was supposed to be buying until he quit his job 2 yrs ago and now I have to make all the payments and utilities. I’ve told him for 2 years that he has to leave and have even changed the locks a…[Read more]

    • The best way to help is to stop trying to help i hate to say. We can never know a persons bottom until they decide its their bottom. Its so hard and my heart breaks for u hom and your whole family. Cut him off and let him decide for himself what he wants. The more i tried to help the longer my bf was able to continue using drugs and using me to…[Read more]

      • If you believe in God .. Pray. I believe meth is the devils outlet to let demons in into a persons soul. The son u know now is not the man u knew but he can come back. God will stand by you. God loves and forgives and will help fight the demons off him if you continue to ask and thank him for doing so. He is the best tool you have to set you and…[Read more]

        • thank you mishell, his name is brian. this has been emotionally draining and so hard to see him this way. he is an intelligent person, just can’t imagine how all this happened. thanks for responding, at least i know what i am trying to do by getting him out of the house is the right thing for him.

          • Its like accepting someone u can still see, died. Its heart wrenching. And its crazy cus its not his fault. Meth grabs on and doesnt let go. It tricks ur brain. Makes u believe u actually need it to survive. It takes over the primitive part of the brain 🙁

  • WantToBeFree posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 3 months, 1 week ago

    This is my first time on this site so please bear with me. 1 year ago I was addicted to Opiates so I went to a place that helps to get you off of drugs for 2 1/2 years. The Dr had me on Subutex 8mg 3x day and Colonipin 1/2 mg 2xday then he increased to 3x day also had me On Zoloft 100mg 1 1/2 1 x day and Lyrica 225 mg 2x day and the Dr decided he…[Read more]

    • Jesus christ that’s a lot of fucking drugs dude. Along with diabetes your life is in danger. My mother and father were on similar drugs as you and are both dead. I dont trust doctors either. Not all are bad though. Now I know what to watch out for.
      I was on subs for a year than I would switch to methadone. Than meth than subs. Sometimes all of…[Read more]

  • rjk155 posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 3 months, 1 week ago

    Relapsed after 4 months. Cant stop using. Nothing seems to be helping. Please give me hope

    • Please hang in there!! I believe in you ☺️

    • Shit im sorry. Scary place to be. I quit almost 3 months n slipped and binged. I managed to stop and its been quite a while now. I look back n thats all it was was a slip. Try seeing it that way and find it in u to regain control. U can do it. Dont let it trick u into thinking ur fucked now. Thats what i thought too. How am i gonna quit again?!…[Read more]

      • That’s where I’m at right now. I know it’s going to be hard. I feel like my family and children are waiting on me to get over this “depression” (they don’t know) and do something worthwhile. Now I’ve got to get my body back to the step up to just dealing with my anxiety and depression. I am usually more positive. I’m grateful I discovered this. Thank you

        • It may sound silly but get some chocolate. It helped me remeber happiness when my dopamine and receptors where trying to rebalance. And they will. Took about 10 days for me to start feeling like a real person again. Keep pushing

    • rjk fight and believe We do!

    • Hang in there man, I’m with you… We just gotta finally do this and stop…. Idk hohow but, if you need to talk I’m here

  • Colby s posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    Had 30 days sober today and relapsed going to start going to more meetings ig anyone else have other suggestions?

    • Meetings, keep your days full and know that it gets easier with time.

    • You were clean for a month, you got through it once and you can do it again. Definitely go to meetings and try to make friends with other addicts in recovery or those with the same goals as you. Don’t be afraid to reach out to people if you feel you are struggling. It’s natural to want to keep it all inside but know that if anything, we are her…[Read more]

    • Meetings are great, have you considered a sober living home like an Oxford house? Those were a great experience for me that helped.

  • Tgill1123 posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 4 months ago

    Hi everyone. My husband has been struggling with meth addiction for 4 years now. I’m just looking to connect with other loved ones of meth addicts or meth addicts in recovery. Anybody who has advice or just knows what I’m going thru. I feel very alone in this as I don’t use any drugs and nobody else I know uses.

    • Welcome 🙂! Let us know if you have any questions.

    • There’s very little anyone can do. I don’t help addicts, at best I educate them by answering questions where I relate my experience to theirs but at the end of the day they have to be willing to do whatever it takes to be sober. Want only got me so far, I had to be honest, openminded, and willing. It is a false hope to think I can inspire…[Read more]

  • enz315457 posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 4 months ago

    I am a mother of 4, be 3 are not with me they are with their father. I have my youngest who is 3. I recently went to rehab back in May for 30 days. Planned on staying longer but I had to come out for my son. I thought I was strong enough. For about the first month I went hardcore in an outpatient program, which was good. Then I fell back into my…[Read more]

    • There can be physiological reasons, I know months clean feels like forever but in reality it’s not a lot of time to let your body and mind recover. Psychological causes can be that you’re use to having a substance trigger manic episodes so ‘normal’ doesn’t feel so great and there’s no quick escape. I think you’re doing great and I’m proud of you.…[Read more]

      • That makes sense, I did relapse & feel horrible about it. I just feel like a failure as a mother. My girls have no compassion when it comes to this, once they think or know I’m using they just drop me. Which I totally get, it just hurts that my kids don’t have unconditional love for me as their mom. Which for me as an addict wants to say F it at…[Read more]

  • jasijo posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 4 months ago

    So whatcha got for craving reduction, CG Kid?
    Btw, I follow you on youtube and you’re very inspirational. Was surprised to see you on here, hence why I joined.
    Just got through yet another agonizing week of withdrawals, only to face the inevitable almost worst part—cravings.
    Tried naturopathic, going Western meds this time around including: B…[Read more]

    • Man that’s awesome, you’re doing everything right. Cravings, I’d just keep saying I can get high tomorrow. I dunno why that helped me stop the mental obsession. Whatever works works, I remember struggling 3 months in but one day they went away and never came back. Don’t give up before the miracle happens 🙂. Id look into amino acid replacement…[Read more]

      • You got back to me! Thank you.🙂 Well clearly the cravings/inner voice that tries to dominate and makes me teeter on the edge of schizophrenia, and makes me feel HORRIBLE for people with legit OCD who have to deal with it on a day-to-day basis for their whole lives, has won again.
        Why didn’t I recollect my postponement motto earlier, when I felt…[Read more]

        • I’m still staying strong, CG! I injured my back (or it’s a PAWS effect), so that’s keeping me down. It sucks because I’ve established a bond with my dealer and his gal. He’s an introvert like me, and aside from being hit by a city bus and losing a few brain cells that way, a very smart man. But I have very little respect for someone who’s…[Read more]

      • Well guess what, CG? I got a sponsor!!!
        I’m know you’ve been waiting and constantly wondering about my status hahaha, so I thought I’d fill you in. 😉
        Honestly, I just needed to tell someone because I have very few lines of communication open on this matter, so better keep the ones I got alive, even if you don’t respond.🙂
        Also, I didn’t see your…[Read more]

        • Hello again, CG. I know you most likely don’t read these messages, so basically I’m just talking to myself—which I’m getting used to, since methamphetamine moved into my brain. It’s funny/not funny, when I typed methamphetamine, autocorrect mistakenly inserted the name “Megan” instead. Not funny cuz she was the one who introduced me to meth, and t…[Read more]

  • posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 4 months ago

    Thank you for the site CG and thank you to mishell for your support.

    As a parent of a 19 yr old son who’s addicted to meth, guilt is a very strong issue to deal with. He is not able to live at home, and now I’m at a point where I will text him our love and that we will support him to go get help, but his usual response is thank you, love you…[Read more]

    • I think my family got healthier and cutting me out was just part of that. They got support through Al Anon and read some of the literature, realized it didn’t matter what they did, cut me off because I was dangerous to have around. It did help me when they started healing.

      • Thank you,
        I’m not sure i am always strong enough to fully cut ties. I will always tell him I love him, but sometimes it is so painful to watch him lose everything.

        I just keep watching your videos and staying in touch with this site. I also have a parent group that meets weekly and that does help. We’ll just try to stay strong. I hate…[Read more]

        • hi d.gimbel…….thanks for sharing your post, I am dealing with the same although my son is twice your son’s age. I have the same problem with cutting ties. I am trying to do that now but omg it’s hard. I’m afraid I will lose him for good. I hate drugs

  • asdfghjk123 posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    Hi guys, new to the site, but have been watching CG’s videos for a while and I find them so supportive. I used meth for almost 2 years. It was never an every day thing for me, when I first started I didn’t like it, and swore I would never pick up again. But then I picked up a few months after and was hooked. It was definitely something I did to…[Read more]

    • For me its been a holy war. I met satin in meth and i had to finally trust in God. But i think the main thing w coming back to life after stopping meth is that maybe the old u doesnt come back and if we seek that old person we get nowhere cus previously that person isnt who your meant to be. For me i had to accept that a new me had to emerge in…[Read more]

    • It’s all about the work you put in, I think it’s important to read the literature (this is something I put off). I go to Alcoholics Anonymous and for years thought I was getting the program just by being in meetings, when I finally cracked open the book and studied it my perception completely changed. I was willing to do what it said because it…[Read more]

  • Tiggerlily8969 posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 5 months ago

    Good morning, so I am a new user & have alot of unanswered questions or just unclear answers since no one in my circles know of my new hobby. Any “vets” or long term/experienced users that wouldnt mind helping me out with info?

    • Sure, what kind of info are you looking for?

      • How ironic lol, I actually did try reaching out to you thru text after finding your youtube vids, but never received any response?

        • Ya I get 200 a day and occasionally I miss a few

          • Lol oh wow yea i can definitely imagine how crazy that is. But i had started using just recently in March, to help with a medical issue involving my weight. I am fully aware of the amount i intake, how often, etc. I keep log of it so that i know when or if im getting toi deep or too carried away. (Tryin to be smart about it) lol my concern is that…[Read more]

          • Now i dont smoke or drink or do anything else. I dint see the point since i found out due to my thyroid condition, i have super high tolerance to drinking. I have done a mix of beer’s, shots, mixed drinks all withing minutes & am never phased by it really. Other then feeling warm i dont metabolize or absorb alot of things like everyone else, which…[Read more]

            • It sounds like you’re developing a physical dependency. In the case with alcohol, it requires hospitalization. Have you tried abstaining from all substances? If not, do you find the idea of abstinence difficult? If you have abstained from using, what was the result?

          • I rarely am on anything. Yes because i dint want to develop an addiction where i wasnt in control of it. I make myself go completely clean for 7 days every 3wks. So 1 wk of each month i dont touch it, do it, i dont even think about it really. So no its never been hard for me to just stop doing it. I make a note if i start craving or thinking about…[Read more]

  • Ms.Watermelon posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 5 months ago

    Hi, guys, I am new here. I have been using meth for 1 year and 4 months. I am trying to find my way to quit while I am preparing huge national board exams. You guys might look at me weird because I am a pharmacy school graduate. I have been watching Youtube videos to quit but knowing and doing is hard for me. I am planning type of person so I…[Read more]

    • Meth is a hard one, but what saved me were support groups especially in the beginning. I was uncomfortable af at first but it became something I enjoyed rather than loathed. It’s nice talking to people about what I’m going through without judgment, it’s a good daily reprieve from stressors and cravings. Beats staring at the walls or watching…[Read more]

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