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  • Standertskjold posted an update in the group Group logo of BenzodiazepineBenzodiazepine 1 week, 6 days ago

    Hey guys,

    I’m 25 years old and have been using a various of substances for almost 10 years now, but the one substance I at the moment, and for some time now, have been the most addicted to is Benzodiazepines. I started using them about three years ago, and used them as prescribed in the beginning, but have been using them more and more as the t…[Read more]

  • Hey guys,

    I’m 25 years old and have been using a various of substances for almost 10 years now, but the one substance I at the moment, and for some time now, have been the most addicted to is Benzodiazepines. I started using them about three years ago, and used them as prescribed in the beginning, but have been using them more and more as the…[Read more]

  • SweetieBee posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 2 weeks, 1 day ago

    Hello everybody my name is Bianca im 26 years old and i have been using meth everyday for four and a half years now umm i pretty much used the drug everyway you can think of umm i have been trying to get clean for about a year now and i relapsed I would say about 5 times already the longest I’ve been clean was for 52 days . today is day one of…[Read more]

    • I feel you man I relapsed a ton before it stuck. I eventually just gave up and did everything suggested.

    • I hope you can stay clean for good this time. 52 days is an impressively long time. If you can do that you can definitely quit for good I’d think. I’m rooting for you! If you’ve tried quitting this many times then you already know the benefits and good it could do for you.

  • Heimrikr posted an update 2 weeks, 3 days ago

    Well just had my meeting with my boss’s boss over the shit that went down last week. They didn’t fire me…. Yet. But I’m still suspended without pay until I have a physician complete a Fitness For Duty Evaluation (FFD) because the jackasses think I was hallucinating!! XD LOL

    I KNOW that shit was Meth. I think I would know. And I even gave them a…[Read more]

  • Gavin Smith posted an update in the group Group logo of NicotineNicotine 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    Im 15 years old and have been vaping for about a year now. I want to quit but it’s very hard going to school without my vape. Without it i’m very stressed and find things much harder. It’s also hard with the social aspect of it. Everyone at school and even church does it. I feel bad hiding it from parents and other family members. I also would…[Read more]

    • hey i would recommend tapering down in dosage i.e 12mg nic juice down to 6 or 8 mg nic then down to 3mg nic. I’d make sure to notice if you’re vaping a lower dosage more, maybe keep count of how much you use it, it’ll be hard but it gets easier when you get down to the lower dosages, as for everyone doing it, I would keep clear for a few months,…[Read more]

      • ps direct message me if you have any further questions everyone here wants the best for each other

    • I was so close to quitting by alotting time for usage. IE: a few puffs before work, after, and then before bed only. I started slow though, from 5 sessions a day down to 3 then 2 for a bit. Then i had some life hit me and I stopped caring… but for that time i was doing great! Like menzi said, stick to lowezt nicptine you can get and slowly taper…[Read more]

  • GlitzWr posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 2 weeks, 5 days ago

    Hi I’m new here – I’m a fully functional ice user, job, kids, friends etc. Have been using for over 1yr now, I’ve tried lots of drugs but since trying ice I don’t see the point of taking any other one…apart from when it’s combined ice, really hooked on ice with GHB and Ice with K. I thought I was in control and could choose when to take it but I…[Read more]

    • I think the general problem with society is that we program people through social engineering and government propaganda that certain drugs are medically necessary and socially acceptable and certain others are not. But in reality that’s just not the case. The reality is that it’s simply part of the human condition to be creatures of addiction.…[Read more]

      • I’m sorry I forget to add another point pertaining to your post. Just as you say you should cease your abuse of Methamphetamine, I think it’s a necessity for ANYONE abusing ANY substance to stop. Even abuse of water consumption can kill you. And if you understand that you can’t regulate your intake to a safe level then complete abstinence is…[Read more]

    • Hey Glitz.
      I’ve been 2 months clean of ice, still fantasize about using it often, and its quite intense. It’s just that enough of me is aware of what negative effects it will have, which outweigh the impulse to use. Good Luck 🙂

  • Heimrikr posted an update 2 weeks, 5 days ago

    Well….. Closing in on day 5 no sleep….severe tremors, uncontrollable shaking, and double vision that occurs about about 3 feet from my face. Skin is experiencing some kind of case of widespread neuropathy… I think I’m past my seizure event threshold. I hope I don’t wake up without a tongue and how do I ensure I sleep on my side??

    Anyway…[Read more]

  • Heimrikr posted an update 2 weeks, 5 days ago

    Ever feel so tired and defeated that you can’t even muster up the strength to get angry or cry.?

    Ever since my divorce I have been carrying the same 45ACP hollow point in my front left pocket. For years I used to think about that bullet and even pull it out to fidget with when thinking about throwing in the towel. Even had the letter and the…[Read more]

    • See it through. You never know what amzing things/people/places you have left to experience. Youll never get to know unless you stick it out. Plus we’d miss you

      • Thanks for the kind words man. Still sorting through this dumpster fire I call my life. Anyway that’s very much appreciated. Hope you’re doing well too. Take care.

  • FuckDopeUSA posted an update 2 weeks, 5 days ago

    Is anyone in here offering resources for people who need it?

  • Heimrikr posted an update 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    My life within every 24 hour timeframe in emoji…[Read more]

  • Heimrikr posted an update 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    Probably gettIng fired this week Because of Coworkers Meth use. That’s a first for me. Currently spun, broken, and officially defeated. I put all I had into that job. All pissed away by other people’s addictions and misunderstandings. I’m out. I don’t have anything left. Already going on day 4 no sleep, probably 500 calories a day if that.…[Read more]

  • aklios posted an update 3 weeks ago

    bad tekno makes me want it more
    grrrr but nobodys gonna give anyyyyy whatever

    hate going back to it. whatever

    • Yeah I feel the same about music too. I feel certain genres I can’t really enjoy without substance use….

      • :'( the only way we can stop the urge is by stop listening to that type of music even if it comes unexpectedly. You have other artists/genres to listen to right?If not or if you needa vary out I have some recommendations

        • Oh yeah I listen to a wide variety of different genres. The list of major dislikes is actually smaller.

  • Bobby posted an update in the group Group logo of MethamphetamineMethamphetamine 3 weeks ago

    I am dying. Anyone here well experienced enough to help me go through quitting ice who could help? I am shy to open up in general forum.

  • Marcus.philly posted an update in the group Group logo of MarijuanaMarijuana 3 weeks ago

    im in high school and i smoke wax everyday. it’s really bad and i just want help. I drain carts in about 2-4 days and I’m constantly smoking to make myself feel better. I don’t even get that high from weed anymore unless i smoke a lot of bud. I’m on a family trip right now and i’m having really shitty withdrawals. I just feel so worthless and…[Read more]

    • I never made it to wax, but i used to smoke several bong packs a day. I had nothing in my life that gave me meaning, and the weed distracted me from that. Do you have any hobbies or sports you would like to try? Do it. Pick up guitar. Start running. Focus on school. Whatever sounds fun/meaningful to you, get up and start doing it until you feel…[Read more]

  • Santiago posted an update in the group Group logo of ALCOHOLALCOHOL 3 weeks ago

    Hello everyone !
    I took the dry Jan challenge on (been sober for 27 days now). So far so good. It bothers me that I am close to relapse, awaiting the 1st of Feb (mission complete – let’s celebrate).

    What would you advice to keep such thoughts away? What does help you to stay sober for longer ? (examples of actions you take?)
    (unfortunately I…[Read more]

    • I find that watching or binging on a series on Netflix or another streaming service helps me quite a lot; you need attention to continue watching, it takes your mind off of things, and keeeps you from going to the store to get another drink.

    • As someone who lives on a small college campus in the midwest US, I completely understand. Drinking is what you do here. All the time. You can’t escape it. You just have to stay strong and find others that enjoy doing other things. Im trying my best right now too, but even I cant stop downing the booze. Youre already ahead of me. Be proud and stick with it

  • Harli Bee posted an update in the group Group logo of Loved Ones of AddictsLoved Ones of Addicts 3 weeks, 2 days ago

    My friend has been seeing this man for around 8 months, recently he disappeared completely for around 30 days. He resurfaced again just a few days ago and shared the news that he’d been in rehab for a serious opioid addiction. He’s talked to my friend some, but he’s been fairly distant from her. She knew he’d had a history of drug use but had no…[Read more]

  • Edwhale posted an update 3 weeks, 3 days ago

    Fuck. Time fly’s. I’ve tried Cocain, molly and I can’t stop smoking pot. I don’t know why I can’t be happy w/o pot..

    • I totally feel that dude, how often are you smoking? I have been smoking 2-4 times a day for the past i dont even know how long but this week I’ve cut it down to once every other day its not as daunting as going cold turkey

      • I’m smoking 2 times a day everyday and weekends I don’t stop until I pass out from a food coma.. it sucks because I can’t find any discipline within myself to slow down or stop I swear the stress of everyday gets to me

  • Idontknow posted an update in the group Group logo of ADHD MedicationADHD Medication 3 weeks, 3 days ago

    Hi im 15 and i think im addicted to Adderall. I dont use it to get lots of work done or stuff like that i use it to fell normal. When im on it i fell happy i can smile im confident i can talk to people. I go weeks without talking to people but when im on it i feel normal and i never want it to stop. I have never really had a good connection with a…[Read more]

  • New here, 20 y/o from Britain. Currently a college student leading a ‘double life’ – as fucking cringe as that sounds. Lying to my parents about how much money I have in my bank – they think I have £1.2K, in reality I have just under £100. Long story short, all of my money is going to drugs i.e. MDMA, cocaine, ketamine (my major weakness). The p…[Read more]

  • Sassy posted an update in the group Group logo of ADHD MedicationADHD Medication 3 weeks, 3 days ago

    Gents, how it do. 20 y/o from South Africa. I watch CG kid a lot, especially his take on Adderall. I have my 2 cents story to share. Also note I wouldn’t consider myself an addict, but I still haven’t stopped using to this day (during exams). I was taking Concerta, similar to Adderall but less of a spike like you’d get from caffeine. It’s slow…[Read more]

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